Half moon feeling
Hey, You don't often talk to me because you are afraid of what you may finally discover or you scared that the glass menagerie on the countertop will be shattered because you want a knock out match to finally understand it's time to let go. You have been constantly spilting between the here and now. Trying to accomodate everything aren't you ? I have been patiently watching you experience sudden sadness in a moment when you are extremely happy. Like, when you were with your bestie Ash baking that cake pouring the mixture and turning casual banter into hilarious top offs, the flour all over the place and two flour hand-prints on the back of that sky blue hoodie that he adores and you were bursting into a laughter reaching into that 'omg you are so funny' embrace and then I saw the moment spilt. In that laughter a lingering sadness was rising in your chest. Also, in the soft spot where it's knocking for months to be let out. A flinching pain after a paper cu...
