My dear soulmate,
Hi , i know i don't know you yet neither you know  me yet
Oh gosh! We haven't even met but i know you are somewhere
Someday we will meet ...so why am i writing to you? Well you see i have always been a bit skeptical about love stories having a happy ending. And i don't have any idea about the future and human beings are ephemeral and volatile ..when i meet you i don't know if i'll be the same person for i am being always shaped and moulded by circumstances but if we are really going to meet you and i.. Then i m sure what ever is happening to me right now is a way to bring me closer to you.. You see we were not meant to meet now.. When i am naive and too high spirited to know the difference between good and bad.. You must be going through the same things in a different way too... God knows!  i must have met you and i don't know yet but the day we bump into each other real hard we'll know. I hope you know to laugh i love people who show their less than thirty two teeth but if you don't no worries i'll cheer you up. I like to tell you that my whole world is encompassed in 'what if's'..like i think what if i die tomorrow and  you don't get to read this letter and what if you read it and don't feel the way i do and what if i find you atlast but i don't really know its you..oh! my so many what if's and thin space between what and if holds a question and wish which only time will answer and fulfill.
I am changing eveyday soulmate but i am trying not to change my love for the small things that give pleasure; like standing in the rain or playing with kids or sitting on a tree and dreaming about nothing.. I am not the one you'll be searching in a crowd i'll be the one sitting alone on a bench holding a book flipping back and forth the pages trying hard to understand the crust of it all.
When i call you my soulmate i don't want you to be like me.. No i don't want you to come and join me on the bench and do the same things i do.. I want you to be versatile i want you to be 'you'.. Pull me to my feet and yo had say lets go and i wouldn't mind.. You see i just don't want to embrace the similarities but also the differences... I don't understand people who love one particular colour..i enjoy all of them.. Thier textures thier differences make them unique.. And i like unique.
But i hold no expectations from you..no tokens..no asking for flowers.. I want your thoughts ..maybe your worries too.. I want to listen and of course ask thousands of questions. We have little time on hand and so many memories to make.. Somedays you'll like to walk on your own i wouldnt mind that either i want you to know sometimes our soul too needs to wander alone.
 And then one day we will fight ..get really angry on eachother ...like really really angry ... And we will turn our back on eachother and walk off.. I want you to give me this letter ..remind me that we are volatile beings.. And that sometimes we should learn to throw aside our ego.
Between these sentences i have made some tiny promises, expressed some wishes
Put forth some thoughts... I don't want them to be like the waves that hit the shore and cease to be the same.. Instead i want us together to learn to sail on the highest wave.. Are you ready? I hope so. See you soon!
P.s I am on my way
........meet me I'll say my name.......

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